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[27 Aug 2005|06:24pm]


especially because it will be friends only.
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[24 Aug 2005|02:53am]
i want to pose for photography. not professional or anything, just someone taking inventive pictures. like the dresses? i like expressions, i like capturing moments... even if they're planned for a picture.
i want to be your photo model. :)
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[23 Aug 2005|05:34am]
you really piss me off.
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[20 Aug 2005|12:35pm]

Timothy Ryan Ooyosama

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2/9/1988 - 8/16/2005
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[17 Aug 2005|12:38pm]

i need some referrals to get my free ipod. yeah no joke. oh the free ipod thing isnt a joke, you can go look up articles on it or whatever and theyll be like "yeah its for real."

so everyone go here & register for me or whatever:

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this was goin around myspace... i mean fuck homophobes [10 Aug 2005|02:23pm]
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I
wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
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and everybody say... yatta!!1 [08 Aug 2005|02:57pm]
i picked one from the other day. here it is. comment! ♥

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[04 Aug 2005|01:15am]
ive been feeling like shit lately. horrible about myself.. even getting jealous of people i know well, which only makes me feel worse, like i can't be good enough. idk it's just getting worse and i hate it and someone shoot me please.

heres some stats for you: 96% of adults think that verbal abuse is just as bad as physical abuse. FUCK YOU DAVID EGGERS.
i don't want to abuse my kids. i don't want to...
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[31 Jul 2005|01:02pm]
so i got the new allister cd, "last stop suburbia."

i want a pop punk band . . .
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lets myspace it!! [25 Jul 2005|09:57pm]


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[22 Jul 2005|11:35am]
happy birthday to katrina :)

everyone go add photo LJ: livexlouder
because that is updated all the time, not once in a while like this.

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[12 Jul 2005|01:16pm]
i miss coming home with X's on my hands and ears ringing and being inspired. i miss going to shows. :(
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[28 Jun 2005|05:10pm]
picks have a tendency to run away from me.
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[23 Jun 2005|05:15pm]
and i'm in love with every word you say.
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[21 Jun 2005|08:57pm]

xox LiL Bui xox: tomorrow is the day!!
[i'm clueless about this]
rockcandy117: what day!
[then i think... i hope im not supposed to remember this day, so i guess]
rockcandy117: your bday!
xox LiL Bui xox: when i come up!1

and this make me laugh too:

exercise in S I: but one thing's for sure
exercise in S I: if i was a girl
exercise in S I: i'd totally date brandon
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[15 Jun 2005|09:48pm]
i cut my hair... myself. mmhmm. its that kind of longish in the front, spikey in the back. and now im so fucking itchy!! DAMN NOMAD HAIRS!!

did any of you in english today watch my videooo??? was it good? and not boring like some of the others??
yeah i didnt go to school today, ive become verrry sick, on the last day of school. yeah great. but brandon got my locker stuff and lisa got my gym locker stuff. thanks guys :)
i watched that mystery movie thing today.. ehh it was ok. it wasnt as good as edwards was making it sound.

i got a fish today... a betta fish. just because i want some kind of living thing in my room (and i dont mean plant)... its pretty. just like toaster is both mine AND brandon's kitten, so is the fish.. haha. we named it roswell. cause it looks like an alien.

i started a poem today, the first thing is like this:
glitter and construction paper
yellow, red, and blue
a kindergarden love scene
will you marry me with glue?

but idk it its any good... or if its just too simple.

!ATENCION! ...all of you LJ friends of mine (except those that do not live near me)... i wanna hang out with you sometime. and i mean it... every one of you!! PLANS?
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[14 Jun 2005|04:05pm]
i went back to find him, he was over by the aquariums, under a sign that said "freshwater," in the dim glow of the fish department at petco. crouched down and quiet, he was close next to the glass of the bottom tank. naturally, i went over to him. he didn't look back, simply said "there's something wrong with this one." the fish was facing the rocks at the bottom of the water, not dead, just upside down. and he sat there, watching it, curious and concerned.

he's so friggn cute.
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[11 Jun 2005|03:09pm]
this is by lisa (..i think)... it was in her lj.. and i thought it was beautiful.

I've read your life story
It's written out on your wrists
Telling anyone who reads it
"I've lived like this"
Another line and another fight
To tell you the truth
I hate the way you write
Next time, cut where no one will look
A tragic ending
To your tragic book
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[09 Jun 2005|09:36pm]
ive decided im gonna keep all my bass stuff at brandons cuz itd be the only time i get to play considering its like i live there.

yeah brandons mom gave us a sex talk the other day. the first sex talk of my life! (my parents arent into sex talks) but she was like grr to my mom, who's anti-sex, and she says i should be on birth control (even though its not like we told her we have sex or anything like that, i guess she says it 'just in case') and idk.. ackward

also ive given up on a lot of people and things... i dunno, ive just been kinda like.. ehh screw this. and school, of course. yesterday in math i asked to go to the bathroom and never came back. and i dont go to art anymore (she knows i skip, and i do it cuz she doesnt write me up, we discussed this lol) and like today i skipped the stupid spanish review thing... just UGG WHY ISNT SCHOOL OVER YET

i desperately need to clean my room but im hiding from my mom.... lol.... kinda

yeah another pointless entry
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[07 Jun 2005|03:07pm]

say hello to sunshine

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